如果有一天神问你……

如果有一天神来到你面前问你：“我现在给你一个机会，不再有伤心，烦恼和各种负面的感情，脱离生老病死，你想要当神吗？”。
相信很多人很多人会想要，就有一个傻瓜会拒绝……他叫废材…
让我选择当个凡人还是无所不能的神，我会想当个凡人…可能你觉得很傻吧~
但是我问你
没有伤心，怎么开心？
没有失败，什么叫成功？
没有牺牲，懂得珍惜吗？
所有的负面情绪都是正面情绪的支撑。
不要讨厌伤心让你湿了脸，他是为了洗干净你的脸让你笑得更灿烂
不要恨自己为什么常常失败，他是为了让你的成功更有成就感，更伟大
不要害怕受伤害，因为没受伤过不会知道被伤害有多痛
牺牲过才会懂得珍惜
讨厌过后就会了解
会恨一个人因为爱过
如果让我没有了情绪，更不能生老病死，对我只是一种折磨

好还是不好？

很多人只会不断的追求先进，金钱，满足感，但是却因为这些东西带来无数的烦恼。
你说这些都是好的，值得的……但是对我来说，这些都是坏的……这些日子，身边发生的事，家人，朋友，感情等事件。让我真正领悟我们经常听说的“色即是空，空即是色”。这里所说的色不是色情，而是所有（包含一切物体，意念），空就是一切皆空，什么都没有……你以为你得到一切，但是你慢慢会发现其实你是失去一切；你一切都没有，但是你会发现你比其他人都富有……
这个道理要明白，很难，也很容易…我也不懂怎么解释，只能举些例子，让你们自己领悟了……
“
当你不断追求一样东西，往往忽略更多东西：
很多人不断赚钱忽略家庭，朋友，总是给自己找借口没时间顾虑那么多……
钱真的那么好吗？钱真的万能吗？钱会让你开心吗？
没错，钱真的很好，钱不是万能可是没它万万不能，钱可以给我们满足欲望，解决烦恼，有了欲望没了烦恼就会开心……
可是有没有想过，很多事情，烦恼其实都是钱带来的…钱买不到健康，感情，开心，满足……
我们的科技越是先进，带来的问题就越多……武器原本是用来对付比我们强壮的动物，但是现在是互相伤害的东西……汽车本来是让我们更快的到达目的地，现在却用来娱乐不断浪费资源赛车，造成温室效应……人就是那么喜欢好的，但却不明白那些都是坏的……
”
有钱人的烦恼就是穷人们都不烦恼的小问题，穷人的烦恼都是有钱人们都不烦恼的小问题
所谓的烦恼之事都是我们自找的。凡人=烦人

ii scare....

i scare u alone, so i always bside u...

i scare u miss me, so i sms u b4 u sms me...

i scare u boring, so i always make lame for u...

i scare u treat me good, so i treat u better...

i scare u sad, so i always make u angry...

i scare u hurt, so i can hurt myself...

i scare u love me, so i love u first...

i scare u avoid me, so i avoid u first...

i scare u leave me, so i leave u first...

i scare u cheat me, so i cheat u i m playful...

i scare u feel urself useless, so i always say i useless...

i scare u angry me, so i stil smiling when u angry on me...

i scare u disapoint to me, so i dun make a promise b4 i done to u...

i scare u say me small gas, so i nvr show my angry to u b4 even i m angrying...

i scare u no ppl acompany to shop, i push my frn date tat promised...

i scare u have thing dun dare to talk to me, so i always silent...

i scare i did not enough, i nvr ask u do something for me...

i scare u say i dun blif u, so i dun ask anything about u...

i scare u hate me, so i do wat u like even that i hate...

i scare u cant wake, so i can dun slp to wake u...



i scare u...

comic - LIAR GAME

i like this comic.. the story jz like the title is a liar game for the people... the people MUST become a liar only can win the game... the loser should pay for the high amount of money to the user as a price... how high is it? more than a trillion... i very admire the the people who think this story.. this story teach me a lot of thing.... believe, lie, skill of lying, power, control, be control, the factor of control... all of them is around our life, but we don't know about it... the most important thing of this comic teaching is pschology... this the is the subject i most interest.... many ppl tot a comic jz for the relaxing object.. for me , this is more value than it.. bcoz i really can learn a lot from the comic.. coz "kong zi" said, "3 people walk shld have my teacher", for me, everything or people oso my teacher... depand the thing i have learn or havent... this liar game teach many thing tat i kno it but i duno use it, or understand it... for the people looking on this passage, i confirm u dun understand my meaning unless u study the LIAR GAME...

fast come fast go~

so fast... 1 month oredi pass.... my sem break oredi finish oso... the ISE time table oredi come out.. i saw the time table.. walau scared me!! stupid choon dai gonna to teach us again... i thinking how i gonna treat her... then soon.. my frn told me my eye got problem need to check by doctor... --"
she is teaching f7 but not us... oh god thank you~
may god blessing my f7 frns... aleluya, alah, amitaba...
this sunday gona start work lu~ hope i can find back fai chai... haha... hate rino oredi.... so lazy...
everyday gaming, comic, movie... dun die then useless...
everytg bside me is so fast... bcoz of i dun like slow? the holiday is passed so fast, the sem is coming soon, the relation oso fast start n end... cant i slow down for few second? really duno y i always rushing for wat.. everytg must rushing only fun --" so tired for tat...

25jan2010

BEFORE YOU READ THE FOLLOWING THINGS, LET U KNO THIS IS JZ A DAIRY WITH FULL OF BAD EMO, IF U DUN WAN B EFFECT...


DUN READ IT!!!



today acually is a very happy day... the 1st time i go out wif her... n then we get extra 3hours for sing k...equal we pay 1 time money but sing for twice time... every things good happened after that, all the bad thing comes...

when i reach the home, i settle the money problem n info to the bday boy, then i give a sms to her let her kno i reach home... after a while i asked did her back home but she no reply... then i called to her... she said no money to reply, then told me chating with another frn... ==" she seriously told me tml will have some secret shld share to me... sound like a bad news...

then another frn told me... she is not so good... but everytg too late... somemore wat she mean this for? how bad is her?? >.< y i wan to b honest, to be a life without lies, then my around force me to think wat ppl thinking... im very hate the life of sales oredi, i lazy to think wat ppl thinking, why cant jz let me straight knowing the answer... is tat honest is a imposible to me?
am i shld go back to my pro-lier style???
my life shld be a bad guy???
is tat as my frn tarot card said, i become a playboy , more suitable to be a good man???
shld i change my course to psychology to more pro think wat ppl thinking then cheating on them? and become more handsome let the girls come for me?? everything become wat the tarot card said... y last time i wan to kno about a future, y cant the tarot card jz a mistake?

mother fucking god...

a pro liar, playboy, fucking idiot is my life?
jibai god let me kno in my dream! o0o
u need a good man or a fucking idiot in ur game?

废材废鱼“3天的人生”

今年的第一天，我有领悟了一句废话“3天的人生”

1年有365天，1个月有28~31天，1个星期有7天，但是你们有没有算过一个人生有多少天？

我算过了，每个人的人生只有3天。
我没有骗你，真的只有3天。今天，明天，昨天。

我们有很多个明天，有很多个昨天，但只有一个今天。
我们有明天，有明天的明天，有明天的明天的明天，有明天的明天的明天的明天……
我们有昨天，有昨天的昨天，有昨天的昨天的昨天，有昨天的昨天的昨天的昨天……

也有今天。
但是你没有今天的今天，没有今天的今天的今天，没有今天的今天的今天的今天……

凡是有正面跟反面，我告诉各位3天的定义：

明天：希望/拖延
希望明天会更好，希望明天可以做完，希望明天……
当你重复又重复地希望，那不再是希望，那叫做拖延。
当你真的真的希望它实现，你就应该今天去实现，不是单单的希望,却没任何行动！！！
我问你，如果我今天什么都不做，只是祈祷我的神（真神，佛祖，基督）希望明天有钱给我，那明天真的会有钱吗？不可能！
别人（神也好）为你做的，是你的福气，不为你做是应该的！！
只是当别人为你做了之后，懂得要感恩！有能力的物质回报，没能力的真心感恩！
珍惜才能长久，感恩才是永恒！

昨天：回忆/后悔
当你有个美好的过去，那是一种回忆。
当你有个不好的回忆，当然！那也是回忆，只不过通常我都叫它“后悔”罢了。
早知道刚才选那个，早知道酱酱酱，早知道那样那样那样……
你是否说过那些话？我就说过无数次了。你可以不认，但是你自己知道。
认错才能改，后悔才发奋。
但是后悔之后真的还有机会发奋吗？如果是你亲人不幸过世，你后悔了，你才发奋吗？
讨钱的，卖身的，很可耻吗？
对我而言，他们不可耻。因为他们很勇敢！你敢被成千上万的人笑你、凌辱你却只为了两餐温饱吗？
他们很勇敢，但他们只是用错方法维持生活罢了。所以你帮不了他们，或难听点你不想帮他们，至少你不应该歧视他们。
各位可有想过你以后会否变成这样？别把你的眼睛看得太高。别把穷人看得太低。
没有事情是可耻的！别因为你觉得可耻不敢去做，而后悔！因为你可能从今以后都不能做到了！！
只有当你想做的事却因为“借口”做不到，那才是真正可耻！！
我希望各位千万别把你的回忆都变成了后悔……

今天：实现/放弃
到了“今天”，各位可能很奇怪，明天之后还有今天啊!为什么废材说只有一个今天？骗吃的走远点啦！
各位，我先说明哦，我骗到了你可没钱收的哦~XP
当明天变成今天，那之前那一天叫什么？对！昨天！至于这个昨天是回忆还是后悔，就决定你今天是实现还是放弃。
得空才做啦，得空才读啦，得空才……
很多人都很喜欢“得空才……啦”，我自己也很喜欢，因为说了就可以不用管了。可是你的得空是几时？多久你才真的得空？当别人问我，“你几时得空？”以前我会说“不懂噢”
各位，我想问个问题，是时间安排你？还是你安排时间？为什么有没有空，你自己本身不懂呢？

人总是喜欢拖延，我也不例外。但是拖延到真的没有时间、机会时就只好放弃，然后就后悔。

之后又不断不断的埋怨、投诉。这样的人生你肯定不满意吧?又再希望下辈子会更好，又拖延，又放弃，又后悔，又埋怨，再希望，再拖延，再放弃，再后悔，再埋怨……

各位聪明的朋友，你应该知道如何选择了吧？
希望明天，实现今天，回忆昨天就是我们人生的3天。

还等什么，等我死掉才留言吗？我知道不少人看我的BLOG的……

Unlucky day

30 december 2009....
the 1st time i feeling sometg wat call unlucky....
11.00am++ i going to time square to meet my best frn...
but on the way my motor after running on some liquid(water?oil?i think is oil)
then i falling down with 40km/h and kissing the floor for around 5meter...
fuiyoh... i kissing the floor like the plane back to floor... =="
so high~ >.<
after tat, i go shopping until 3.40...leg was so tired n pain...
second happen, around 4pm the sun stil hot til mamajiao, the sun's hot make my injured so pain.... BUT!!!! 4.40pm i after settle my injured at home and going to college, walau... raining .....
WTF!! mother XXXXing GOD prepare this kind of the present to me? i keep scolding while i on the way to college....
when reach college finally have some fun... we are going for our final test dancing(coco)...
we are taking many picture...finally after all frn finish their dance, then they giving for the present oso, i get a cup AGAIN.... this month i oredi get 2 cups...==" cup love me...
after that i thank to miyoko and her bf to fetching me this "bia kar" to college front door to get my motor...when i reach my house.... the 3rd unlucky thing happen... the medical bought by my dad to me had lost T.T rm16.90.... sad dao.... haiz
after that i with my frn go for pasar malam.....during the pasar malam.... walau stil the last unlucky happening @@" ..... wtf, this time we go pasar malam can not eat the "xi mi lu"..... omg... what happen to me??? why i m so unlucky??? who cursing me?? i thank you for u let me know what call unlucky.... o0o
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at last , i wan to say " MOTHER XXXXING GOD!!!!"

正午熟睡醒，
家人介外出；
鄙人独家守，
爆乐中做课；
突兴发，时到；
留字，赶外课；
今情好久未尝，
鄙乐无人享之，
怜？悲？寂？
此乃独乐。

Wangsa Maju Sekyen 2 , Proton Wira WFQ 1493 boom under my house

3.06am
while we are studying the math , sudenly my frn hear the boom sound...
then we tot he was litsen mistaken... then he bu shuang....
after that, we hear the fireman sound then he go see outside...
FINALLY, we know tat really have boom...
there are a car Proton Wira get boom near to my rental house...luckily that car are not park beside the gas tank... thanks god....
when we reach there the fire oredi had been watering... there are so many water viper n smoke...
we walk closer n closer.... on the way, we see few car n motor are coming to see the case oso... walau, malaysian so geh poh XD... hahaha....
then after few mins, the firemen take the indian guy come out from the car....
in the dark, we can't see so carefully, but can see his face is damaged....
then the firemens PUT HIM ON THE FLOOR and CONTINUE watering the car....
we standing there oredi 20mins... 1 of the firemen only start to take care the indian guy... and ask the watcher stand far a bit.... n 2 police are standing QUITE far to watching the SHOW n chating....
around 30mins, then we go back oredi, coz my frn wan to slp for tml test oso....
b4 we leave the ambilance HAVE NOT come oso.... hahahaha.....
after we back to the house, then around 10mins later , the ambilance FINALLY reach n send the guy back.....
this is so surprise i can have this experience.....
HOPE that guy can alive....
BECAUSE ........
MALAYSIA BOLEH !!!!
TNB BOLEH JUGA !!!!
o0o I am Proud to be Malaysian, YEAH !!!! o0o

legend

http://www.pantheon.org/articles/
so interest about those legend story, if u have some to share pls let me kno~

Pandora - the first woman create by Hephaestus. Zeus requested to Hephaestus.The gods endowed her with many talents; Aphrodite-beauty, Apollo-music, Hermes-persuasion, and so forth. Hence her name: Pandora, "all-gifted".
Pandora's box - all evil contained and escaped and spread over the earth. Except Hope.

Aphrodite - The goddess of love, beauty and sexual rapture.

Apollo(The son of Zeus) - goddess of light, music, prophecy, colonization, medicine, archery, poetry, dance, intellectual inquiry and the carer of herds and flocks.

Zeus(youngest son of Cronus and Rhea) - Zeus was a celestial god. He upheld law, justice and morals, and this made him the spiritual leader of both gods and men.

Children of Gaia and Urunus
12 Titans 6male n 6female (Cronus & Rhea, Iapetus & Themis , Oceanus & Tethys , Hyperion & Theia, Crius & Mnemosyne, Coeus & Phoebe)

To be continue...
find 1 day i will bring the Greece(希腊) god story to you..."i'm lovin it!" hahahaa...

20November

today we have a marketing exam... wahhh tat was so funny... during the class, finally we capture the bad pose of the girl who always capture us without paying 1 in class... yeah, we are bully her together.. tat was so funnny... long time dint have a funny class like tat oredi... somemore when the exam, we are exchanging "information". that was so funny la... at the end of exam all shouting around... hahaha.... every1 hearing "information" everywhr... lol...
i love today~
only 1 day no good is today no winter storm.... sad... some1 info us today will have winter storm atk... haiz... bad...disapoint...

hope this coming monday, all f6 frn will going to the genting klang sate steam boat la... so long time no gathering le... a bit disapoint to my frn... they are not always sticking...

20 november 2009, 00.13AM

i was so surprised.... my "gu hon" sifu come find me go pool and he are treating me oso... walau...
feeling so good... that night when we reach the genting klang 8ball full of ppl... then we go to the old town for drinking... then we chatting about those IT thing again... so happy ATI win Nvidia oredi!!! ATI OWNING !!!
ATI THE BEST !!!!
then after 30mins yam cha then we go up again, for our game... luckily when we reach got 1 table gam gam leave.... oh yeah~ then we start playing... i was so bad when starting... omg long time no touch the Q le.... when we playing the pool, we keep observing around... 1 thing we feeling very funnny... the next table play 1 round, we oredi end for 3~5 round.. lol... so pity them... finally we play around 10+ round in 2 n half hour... until 3AM... tat was only 20rm lehh.. so cheap.... but the bad is here smelly... like "genting" everywhr white white...lol

restaurant shabu shabu

tonight i go to the restaurant shabu shabu having dinner with my family....
woh... the place there was so beautiful... like the sushi king design...
the thing are preparing on the rolling circle...
the food are keep turning on it...
looks so nice...
there are my 1st time to eat a steamboat like this... a bit special...
somemore there are a prety girl beside us to serve for special food like fry item...
but i heard she chating with her frn, looks like she a lesbian...
omg... feeling so waste... i dun understand y so many prety girl like to be lesbian...
pity the guys... hahaha....
the most delicous food i eat is the cheese seafood toufu... yeah~

Comic introduce

hammer season...
this is a really nice comic...
i love this a lot...
but tat was so short... maybe the cartoonist lack of idea...
his teaching really nice... i hope have a teacher like tat too...
so fantastic...
ending was really so touching... i nearly cried...
i hope those like comic, can watch it...
i wan to become the person like tat too...
but i think i can't.. too far from me....

Asignment dateline

Because a choon dai... this sem my frn was so pity...
and bcoz they pity, make me feeling pity too...
i extremely hate her...
bcoz of her, every1 was pity...
bcoz of her, few frn was leaving...
bcoz of her, i become so angry...
bcoz of her, everyone complain...
bcoz of her, we not happy in the class...
bcoz of her, i hate the class i like...
bcoz of her, i hate a person so much...
choon dai ah choon dai....
can u away in my eyes area?
y can i so hate a person?
this is the 1st time, i hope this will be last too...
i bless ur son without choon dai, ur daughter more choon dai than u...
o0o
god curse u, and hell invating u...
choon dai fucking, OWNING !!!!
beyond choondai~

malaca trip

so happy on this trip yeah~!
1st time going to clubing...
i really damn like the feeling inside...
the bass really hitting on me, and also leng lui any whr...
heal my eye alot >.<
then i have to thanks my frn uncle, thanks for his treating us for this clubing...
a bit scared when i saw the beer tat he order... 1 box!! haha.. there r 3 person drink for 5 bottles... 2of them oredi faint... haha... a nice experience....
a bit waste is i dint kno that white shirt cutie girl... >.<

this trip the best food is chicken rice ball...
bcoz... wtf... all food not nice 1...
sien....especially the stupid cendol.... insult malaca cendol...
omg... i dun imagine y jz beside shop can so big diferent!!!
the malaca cendol there like kopi cendol....
wtf... pity taste... =.=" o0o

then the pasar malam here very nice , a lot food , things , n views~
some of my frn watch til droping their "mouth water"... hahaha...

then today we go to beach for cele our frn birthday... haha.. very funny... we take few funny video at the beach... but a bit disapoint is the time too rush , we cant go to swim...
the most DISAPOINT IS... CAN'T EAT SATAY CELUT.... SAD!!!
jz like "call chicken , but no f " lolz~
but anyway cant fault on anybody la.... jz can say , time is important ! dun waste it...

a love mail...

hmm.... today watched a mail talk about love...
it is very very sibeh 99 long....
omg...
but wat it say is true...
the most i like is for girls "try to be active to tell ur love, if a guy laugh on u , he is not a guy, but an animals..." walau this i always said tat... hahahaha....
may, learn tat la... aiyo... always keep secret in heart no good 1...
hehe...
oso for those girl admire some1, try to tell ur love, maybe he is waiting on u...
not only girl will shy, boy oso will shy TOO!!! this wat i wan say to all the girls...
dun always think "this a boy action", "if i tell him i love him, mean i so cheap..." all those not a reason... jz a execuse for ur braveless...
and 4get also got some kind of people lazy to step their foot even they wants... =P
wakakaka... shhh.... dun speak who was tat~ we know enuf...
har? u duno who tat? nvm la, duno btr then know, coz kno oso useless mah.... hahahaha....

TRUE LOVE IS FAIR...
NO AGE, NO SEXUAL, NO LOCATION

if ur love not fair?tat not a true love...

how u kno true love is come? when u dun feel unfair that ur true love...
conclusion: no true love but depand how ur thinking...
u think it is , it is....

what wrong with me !!! F

duno y today i so emo...
bcoz of confirm tat bad news is true?
think so much for wat?
i m not on my way now!!
omg!!!
y i always follwing it way?
hate it!!!
wat the feeling tat a smile from heart? long time ago i lost it...
but the feeling of a cry from heart, it always acompany me...
not bcoz of anytg... i oso not really kno y...
jz sudenlly will b emo...
maybe u will say i m smiling everyday, but i tell u tat, it jz a lie...
i dun even kno when i was happy...
i remember tat, a true smiling is very nice, feeling so freedom...
but now.... all the smile jz a lie... a cheat to be more close to frn? a lie to other tat i m so happy? or a bullshit of covering my sad? but.... wat is my sad?
when i m sad i will smile? and i will cry for my happy?
this wat i saw about the aqua definition...
but a bit true...
since i smile always , but I AM NOT HAPPY AT ALL !!!
F U!!
WTF I WAN FOR???
money? last time i got it but unhappy too...
love? it always let me lost myself?
friendship? i dun really happy for tat but a lie of smile
family? no commnet but sure not...
authority? imposible... i like freedom, once have authority mean more duty having....
freedom? maybe a little bit, but when i was free, i always thinking wat to do...
rain? yea i really like under the rain... y? duno...

maybe this week i wanna go slp under the rain...
yeah , i m mad, i found out 1 of myself !
MAD....
long time dint do the mad thing oredi.... ^O^ F OFF MY EMO

who m i?

i m lost , i duno who am i...
which is the real 1 of me...
too many characters...
i confused...
i cant find out which is the original...

oh my god...
the punish of cheating?
my lecture ask me to find out myself...
but.......
who m i?
i really forgotten... wat i really like , wat i dislike ...
feel like ... duno how to explain, jz like there are a lot of me but they are not me...


acually who am i?
the most ppl hate tat 1? or the most ppl like 1?
like to jealous? or like to grating?
the clever? the stupid?
talkative 1? or shy 1?
irrirated person? helpful people?
famous person? or some1 tat die in the middle of road but no 1 care???

CONFUSED!!!

friends, told me who am i??? i had lost.....

about me

h today i skip my marketing class to find my best frn lecturer Mr. teo...
i really very thankful to him , he always teach me a lot...
today he told me many thing again...

He told me....
i have a follower outlet but a balancing inner.....
i can b everyone of the follower? maybe because of i am aqua... "dun wan the top but the second"
hahaha... a balancing innner is a good thing, but i really can did it? a good plan and a good timing..
the lesson i have to learn is, how forcus on sometg? acually i oso not very understand that..
hahaha...
but teo said "if earn more money, i will more unhappy"...
it really true... when i forcus on how to earn more money then i will very unhappy...
maybe i should make it normal... maybe it like wat my frn said to me...
my future life wont have much money... maybe that is my way...
money may bring away my happy.... so funny....
another more interested thing, what i have to do is "finding myself"
omg... this really make me headache... there were so many "me"... how i find out the 1 who is me???
today i really adtend a very good lecture from him...
i really very like him... if there was a lecture like today everyweek.... i think i will very enjoy my colledge life...

ANTI MONEY FOR HAPPY !!!
hahahaha....

对“爱”的看法（讨论）

其实大家对爱的看法是怎样的？

就我而言。
爱是一种感觉，一种能让你感到舒服的感觉。
朋友爱，家人爱，恋人爱，物品爱……
爱=（喜欢*相信/自私+关心-谎言）^包容

为什么自杀？

刚刚看到了一个女孩，因为分手而自杀。。。
我很想骂那些为情自杀的人，为什么可以为了一个人而死，而不能为了许许多多的人而活？
可能因为我不是他们，我不知道，如果有一天可能我也是其中一个。。。

“你非鱼，焉知鱼乐？
你非我，焉知我不知鱼乐？”

hope is on my way

no comment for my 1st blogg
haha...